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South Node

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lyrics

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Lost the game
too bad score zero
zip-zil-nah -fortunes lost all efforts were for nothing

Must re-start
Dis be-lief

What -went wrong
how could - this be - fuck

am I doomed to live a life of
half of what I
could be

Muscles flex ing now
tension in my head
looking round and round
South Node Trap

Never Ending Frustration Game
No

Laser Tight Focus
Coming for you
Don’t stand a chance
We got a sit down planned
My will unbound
Clean up duty
Gonna set me free

Incarnate to this
Life
now you gonna live in
pain
cant get out of
repeating patterns of
blame
then you’re gonna fuckin
die
doesn’t fuckin make sense


You motherfuckers, my lineage, cursed me, you’ve given me nada
Resent your customs, traditions, definitions, the trauma drama
You’ve made me sick, and divided, burdened, and yet i blast on - no thanks to allah **

I’m not mistaken
Broken
from the weight you’ve given

Your life was static, determined, no freedom, I have more than you
I’m still held down by your beliefs, but pushing through and through and through
Feeling Guilty for my anger, just want to live my essence
Your ghost haunting
My force halting
Dejected south node

Invisible prison, despicable vision, despair is true
Dead ends and pain despite the passion damn my higher self voodoo
I am the Sisyphus transformer processing myself but getting nowhere
I’m just trying
to get somewhere
Am I being Punished

Incessant comparing to others but falling short can’t see straight
This particular path, where should I be, who I am, must my fate be
My story’s an anomaly mystery 
Blind to the meaning
But getting clearer
I’m open to it

I won’t give when I fucking don’t want
I won’t live where I fucking don’t want
I won’t forgive who I fucking don’t want
I won’t permit when I’m fucking


ReVeal to me why o why

Higher Self
You want to damn me to a life of hell? You want to fuck with me?
I will win this fucking game.
I’ll never stop.
Your ghosts cant haunt me no more.
You know what, come here.
I’ll fucking give it to you


north node -
align - myself - right now
pop out -
this reality is mine
create whatever the fuck i want

The past does Not create The present
No matTer what you Say

I am not Bound by your Discontent
Your own Choices you Made

I will not Vent the things I resent
Little One’s just afRaid

UniverSal love omNipresent
Dont Cry

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from Satyasena, released January 26, 2024

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Satyasena Los Angeles, California

Live band: Guitar/Vox: Pej Mon, Bass: Caleb Schneider, Drums: Michael Malinowski

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