1. |
Invictus
04:40
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Hey, you, Come Here. 1,1,1
Stay, on, this path
Watch, Signs, 3,3,3
Stop - You’re off track - Turn around - Wrong way - Not again - Oh jeez
Behold our king
Behold our hero
Let’s watch him rise - be proud
Help him Succeed
Praise him
Like a palm tree
So tall— Afro
Be hold our king
Regal - Putrid - Chosen -Shameful
He’s just so lonely
I’ll
break through
defenses
see through
end into the now
Behold our king - Applause
Regal - - Shameful
He’s just lonely
Unconscious
self sabotage
No prob
Wipe it off and get back
In the Fray
InVicTus
I am
Unconquered able master captain of my soul
Been torn down
I’ve seen all
my pride fall
Shattered dreams and dissed illusions
Regretful
I’ve been there
Rock bottom
Unt-il I
Voice 1:
Come back A live Prime
Re-Start - uhhhh
Voice 2:
come back alive and I’ll restart the climb
gonna see this out and i’ll give it some time
come go all out
It'll work out
Re-start
In-ternally I-have my-own -fuck-ing nemesis
sis oh-yes and-so
knocking you out is what’s in store
knocking you out the fucking door
knocking you out till you’re no more
fanning the flames of inn-ocence
blaming the world is what I’ve done
Selling my self low what the fuck - I’m
taking the power back from you
Give me control - give it unto me give it unto me
Always Been Here- I choose it NOW
Re-spons-i-bil-ity - give it unto me give it unto me
Accountability- buck stops HERE
Voice 1:
Time you leave
Time you leave me
Time you leave me now
Find your own fucking hell
So let it be done
Voice 2 :
now
I
ban
you
dis-spel all my saboteurs
So let it be done
I
Revel in
the Challenge
My Will
Only Death Can stop Me from whats mine
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2. |
My Passion
05:35
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Hey, let me out of here I cannot
Hey, let me out of here, can’t breathe.
They’re pushing me back into silence.
Back into what’s not me.
Please- Help me
And inside myself I hear a
A scream that never ends
Bursting with passion unheard,
Seething vision unseen
Must - Get out
What I’ve seen
and I know
that in this life - I’m destined to my time
think I’ll move on
think I’ll move out
Got to keep on
Got to get on out
Still In my heart
I am free
Please let me be me -
Caught between two worlds. - Choose
Set up against myself. - Fight
Feeling the incongruence - Fake
The thoughts that act as poison - Death
And then they go and say I -act out
And then they go and judge my -song
cant even fucking sing the -words that
would soothe and ease this -pain
Soothe my pain
A family on the outskirts
Not even accepted here
Shame me for my impulse
My bliss was not the plan
Not the plan
riding off a-gain
stare into - the night
shut it down - e-nough
Not my style to look back
So Im off and you don’t see
me
I roam free
Unhindered
Never
Doubt my own impulses
Again
Sup-press my impulses
My heart
My own true fucking self
Sees true
Is al-ways here
Wandering
where the fuck I want
Stumbling
It’s my life to live
This path
I will carve
my own see
blaze my past
keep clear out my way
steam rollin straight through
you have now been warned
I wont tone it down
Act-
Matters not the outcome
Act-
What is most exciting
Act-
Go as far as I can
Act- Fact
Then just do the next thing
Act-
It’s that easy don’t stop
Act
Never Ending Passion
Act
Yeah!
My - Pass-ion
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3. |
Ancestral
07:21
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moments that stand still in your mind
time never even moves at all eternal
glances that still kill in your mind
left all alone and hurt a hell internal
we suffered more (than you)
unresolved crimes (of the heart)
died sacrIficed (and now it’s)
your turn to feel (your turn)
Lashing out - power of my rightness
Speaking Ill - of your name and madness
Taking Down - your success be failure
Leaving None - to have love that they need
Offense - You better shut it, or it’s coming to ya
don’t test me
What I need is what I’m getting from ya
Stop Controlling me
Defense: You point the finger, I’ll throw it back up at ya
how dare you
You must be crazy and I pity for ya
Im crazy to stay
Be Come Worthless
Futile Alone
Self Hate Judgement
Nothing To Be
Hey Cant Bear More
Help Me Get Through
Im done being the crazy woman.
Protect me
Hear me
Your shame takes you away from me
Come into the now. Come into my arms. Please See Me Here.
I’m trying to heal. Trying to help. But you make me out to be your pain, your ghost
Don’t Fix - Listen - Hold Space - Be with
Breathe - center myself in the now
Pause - just be present
Breathe - grounding myself in the now
Feel - the moment
Slow Down
Our - strategies don’t work
Stop - Defensive
Must -See My Part
Don’t Blame - Listen - See me - Trust me
Desires passed down unmet - eons of sorrow
heartbreak that kills all the hope - to feel true union
Together we can - together we can end this
The love we deserve - we can have that as ours
Together we can - together we can transform
Together we must- before it drives us apart.
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4. |
South Node
05:24
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Repeat Loop
Repeat loop
Lost the game
too bad score zero
zip-zil-nah -fortunes lost all efforts were for nothing
Must re-start
Dis be-lief
What -went wrong
how could - this be - fuck
am I doomed to live a life of
half of what I
could be
Muscles flex ing now
tension in my head
looking round and round
South Node Trap
Never Ending Frustration Game
No
Laser Tight Focus
Coming for you
Don’t stand a chance
We got a sit down planned
My will unbound
Clean up duty
Gonna set me free
Incarnate to this
Life
now you gonna live in
pain
cant get out of
repeating patterns of
blame
then you’re gonna fuckin
die
doesn’t fuckin make sense
You motherfuckers, my lineage, cursed me, you’ve given me nada
Resent your customs, traditions, definitions, the trauma drama
You’ve made me sick, and divided, burdened, and yet i blast on - no thanks to allah **
I’m not mistaken
Broken
from the weight you’ve given
Your life was static, determined, no freedom, I have more than you
I’m still held down by your beliefs, but pushing through and through and through
Feeling Guilty for my anger, just want to live my essence
Your ghost haunting
My force halting
Dejected south node
Invisible prison, despicable vision, despair is true
Dead ends and pain despite the passion damn my higher self voodoo
I am the Sisyphus transformer processing myself but getting nowhere
I’m just trying
to get somewhere
Am I being Punished
Incessant comparing to others but falling short can’t see straight
This particular path, where should I be, who I am, must my fate be
My story’s an anomaly mystery
Blind to the meaning
But getting clearer
I’m open to it
I won’t give when I fucking don’t want
I won’t live where I fucking don’t want
I won’t forgive who I fucking don’t want
I won’t permit when I’m fucking
ReVeal to me why o why
Higher Self
You want to damn me to a life of hell? You want to fuck with me?
I will win this fucking game.
I’ll never stop.
Your ghosts cant haunt me no more.
You know what, come here.
I’ll fucking give it to you
north node -
align - myself - right now
pop out -
this reality is mine
create whatever the fuck i want
The past does Not create The present
No matTer what you Say
I am not Bound by your Discontent
Your own Choices you Made
I will not Vent the things I resent
Little One’s just afRaid
UniverSal love omNipresent
Dont Cry
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5. |
Split Vibrations
07:03
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Come into this eye -
I will “come and give me your attention or I’m taking it over”
Staring from my eyes-
You will enter into my eye
From here I see - See you fucking up “loosen your grip for me now”
I’m taking over I’ll make you right “take a little,,, rest” “Put your Head Down
Trusting Me put your…head down
Hey - Have
Why Don’t you - You forgot
Phone - Home
Im chasing -the feeling
right around - the corner
programmed!
dreaming up a scene- that gets me on top - slave away each day - to give me self worth
a compass that broke - heading further away - focus on the goal - progress is God
I must see (that I)
Pushed you away
I’ve split myself
This false life
I’ll have no more
when you gonna live, when you gonna Wake
know you’re gonna die, how bout hurry Up
when you gonna live, when you gonna Wake
know you’re gonna die, how bout hurry Up
All this time I
Could have been
With You
repressing and suppressing emotions-Ive been
Regressing and depressing excitement - think I’m
Progressing and expressing my- vibrance- but I’m
Digressing and I’m guessing I’’ll be - silent - STOP
moving BREATHE -listen - to all the layers of psyche as they unfold
and teach me all the tactics I use to mask and move farther from the CORE
Sludging away
Checking out
keep Plugging away
Chugging it out
all Day
Clawing away
Check me out
i’m Winning the day
Going all out
I’m so Fried
I’m ruing the day I tried
Thats good -keep it up - we’re getting there
I’ve got a vision and we’re Not stopping til it’s now
“Burning me out
keep Plugging away
Bumming me -
keep Going all out” I see you
“Keep me at bay
let me out
never Going astray
enslaved”
climbing to the top
“I’m ruing the day I tried”
when it comes down to it
“please Not today
help Me out -
come on”
we’re pushing through the pain
“Throw it away
tapping out”
Don’t you ever Doubt the force of will that knows The goal and won’t give up control
Im coming back
I’ll burn through the pain
Endure the worst
To see you whole
I must see (that I)
Pushed you away
I’ve split myself
This false life
I’ll have no more
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6. |
Vibrational Hydration
06:56
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IN -the EYES -of the ONE -we are ALL
SEEN as so PURE — and clean that - we can’t fall
THOUGH - we TRY - live our LIFE- without FAULT
WE see ourSELVES- doING wrong - hitTING walls
It’s -so EAS- y to THINK - that we ARE
GETting so FAR - and a part - from our call
But- i n TRUTH-we are LOVE- foreVER
WE are the ONE -and THE one -is US ALL
Now - Now - Now -Now
Kneel down, —TRUST, TRUST,
Your wisdom guides
Me through,
I choose, - TRUST, TRUST,
You’re always here
Hey, Now
Practice - TRUST, TRUST,
When I feel lost
Pole Star
Beyond my known. Exalted.
But I’ll forget again
Think I’m alone
Make grand plans thinking
I know
Re - Mem - Ber
I’m loved from birth to death — held in the grace of all that is
I think
I know
Whats best
I don’t
It’s not my job
Ke - A-le - A - Ke - Ku -A
Ha - Ke - O- Ha - Nas
the path -to -the one- is to
drink and -breath- the circle of unconditional—
love for— family— that is— all— humanity —reality-infinity
blissadrine is - running through
blissadrine is in my veins
blissadrine is - my light
blissadrine is- blasting you
blissadrine is- higher truth
blissadrine is- in fin ite
blissadrine is- All that is
blissadrine is- in you too
blissadrine is- pumping through
blissadrine is- in all things
blissadrine is - pure gold light
blissadrine is- gleaming you
come - live - the life - you - wish
step to the light and - shine
with your - song
music - is a- mirror
to see your self and - give
in reverence
go
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7. |
True Core
05:36
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Burn - I will transmute the fluff- to blast, my raw, true core showing respect to
giving respect to
The Whole
Shred - I will play to the 9’s- to hail, revere, excite
giving it all to
pledging myself to
The All
Push - I will blaze the unknown - to give, to you, what’s yours -
You know I will do
Vowing to be true
To You
Feel into your crown, *slow it down to” breathe, let’s go inner “deep inside”
“let yourself” Fade into the crowd, close your eyes
“put your mind to” Breathe into your heart, “repeating it repeating it repeating it”
Even deeper, your soul, and now let go to,
satya sena coming for ya
inna way ta leave ya higher
desire for da fire in ya blaze
i said let go to
sing it, sing it, sing it,
Feed and fuel the fire - GO
feel it, be it, live it,
neva - eva faltar - from da
path of our true CORE
dig
dig
to the core
deep
dig deep
in your core
for
go for
for your roar
truth
speak truth
from your core
YEAH
Let’s let the fire lead the way
never stop for the Lies
Step outside yourself, “slow it down to” breathe, let’s go outer “there is no outside”
Cmon’ opening your eyes, expand your range “stretch out”
See your pain in others “just like me”——let them
See your pain, joy, and longing just as theirs
Let’s all make this our own
Cause in this world of muck we, must have a place that’s ours
A place
That’s ours
We know our tribe is there
And in this life we’re called to, find those that we’re bound to meet
We’re bound
To meet
Connection from beyond
Something unseen that binds us, feels like we’ve met before
we’ve met
Before
Yeah
Cause in this world of muck we, must have a place that’s ours
Ours
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8. |
Draconist
07:58
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Sitting in my room and processing now - Nothing too dark I’m coming back to save
Shifting through beliefs and purging old themes -
spinning, conjuring, chaotic releasing I’m
Open up the vault and let it all out - Whatever is inside me is what I choose to face
Healing the fucking pain of traumas stuffed down
Re-living- re-writing, re-newing, resourcing
The missing experience - I;m
Taking on the parts that need to be heard - Multiple personality order when you make the space
Tortured inner child stuck back in past time -
Darkness, Lightness, Unconscious made conscious
infinite emotion - “I’m”
Cum Saxum saxorum,
in duersum montum oparum
da in aetibulum,in quinatum:
Ezekiel Draconist!
Burst - Break - Free -Tear -
Pierce - I’m coming out
Thrill - Feast - de-light -
hold-on - For what I want
Afraid -to show - this part - too much - intense
sweat - breath - elate -
passion - unleashed -- the state i crave to be
disowned - come home - overwhelmed, too much, intense - integrate
I see
false masks
Playing it safe to go along
Modesty
is the disease
Learn to disown and be small
I fear
lack of truth
Dangerous lies that hurt us all
We are
Bold Light
Destined to shine if we allow
I wanna sumon a - dragon ta ride in da sky
feelin tha’ power ta die
persona non grata good bye
seein tha all with ma -eye
feelin’ so high I could cry
most of ya don wanna try It’s
nirvana asana why don't ya
we are bold light
destined to shine
if we choose
our path of light
making life a shrine
eve-ry-day
what you going -for when ya
look right past the -truth of ya
faithful heart that’s - showing ya
the path to
Shine
courage needed
access the power that is grand
I see us free
Join me in this now to be ourselves
we are bold light
destined to shine
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Satyasena Los Angeles, California
Live band: Guitar/Vox: Pej Mon, Bass: Caleb Schneider, Drums: Michael Malinowski
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